A Message Received bring tears in no hope for hope..

Sejak dari masa itu, dah lama agaknya aku tak menerima sebarang message atau panggilan daripada dia. Tak tau sebab apa, i received a message from her. A message that brings along with tears continuation of my Putus Harapan. hurm.. (^~^)

It's was a wonderful story with cruel ending. What's a life! Every one suppose to have someone that can bring joyfull, cares and something that called as love. its weird! trully weird for me to have a single partner in a time. But, i made it. i made it. but, That's did not promise me for happiness, the happinees till da end. 

May be, its my punishment from all my sins in the past. And today tears, may be just a reminder for me since im putus harapan a long time ago. Since September last year, i think. hurmm.. whats a life ryte??!!


in deep mood,
Everybody made mistakes, nobody is perfect like u are. i told you, "nobody nobody like you pap pap" . Sometime, there is no answer for cruel ending. There is no reason for sad love story. There main character is me, and you. The two artis bollywood which acting in live movie. hurm.. what a shame, a boy with tears? huh..

For me, 
i accept that. Break in the break. Whats a life im creating on? The love that i search, and create must be a good ending. ryte?? like others perhaps.. could i ??


May be, 


living in a single mood in a single life and a single way. Is a good for me? for this time? but, how if im falling in love again? could i create new different story? With happy ending perhaps.. 

Harapan aku sudah putus sejak setahun yang lalu, yang tinggal kini hanya serpihan-serpihan jiwa untuk meneruskan hidup. Lelaki dengan air mata? People will laugh. Harapan ini putus, mungkin menunggu seseorang yg dapat kembalikan harapan ini. Harapan yg satu, Harapan yg tak sepatutnya putus.

bubye